She-???
An Indian girl. Pious. Dutiful. Always in strict surveillance of Parents- Not allowed to speakwith any boy...
Beautiful-tall, slim, fair, convent educated.
Always tutored to be morally upright..
Who is she?
She is a rough image of an Indian girl of twenty years back or so...
Suddenly she is catapulted into an arena of wedlock and asked to sleep with a man who she doesn't know....had never talked with..never seen...
She tries-It is her duty.
They talk for the first time on bed when 'HIS' pair of hungry hands frantically frets over her 'body'- She is just a material! She feels absurd....
How can she respond like a sexy doll?
But she tries..(though no lesson of this kind was given to her except what she had gathered from her friends-with whom too she could not meet very often)
Her mind goes blank-but she tries and keeps on trying but 'HE' blames her for not 'LOVING' him...
'Loving' or 'making love...' She was again confused....
But she was pious..
He doesn't believe..
He thinks her to be putting a'coy' act just to misguide him that she was chaste!
'How a convent educated, beautiful girl had no lovers?' he asks and roars in a laughter...
Her life shrinks...
Shrinks forever..
The perennial laughter dries..
He blamed her for not loving him..
She again gets confused..
But she was not even allowed to touch a man?
How can she have lovers?"...
She pleads...
He makes sex and sex and leaves her langusishing...
Years passed by...
She lives with the same man.....
BUT SHE REGRETS...
WHY DID SHE SLEEP WITH A STRANGER?
WHY NOT WITH HER LOVER?
SHE AGAIN GETS CONFUSED AND GOES TO SLEEP WITH HER CHILDREN....
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