Thursday, September 23, 2010

If I had All The Powers...

If I Had All The Powers

Dancing always
to your tune
i took life
the way you gifted



Learning always
steps,not mine
i took life
the way you gifted



Braving always
missing not a beat
i took life
the way you gifted

But now staggering steps falter
Beats are out of tune
Panting breath descending
The once musical dune



Hold me in your arms
Refuging the tortured soul
If i had all the powers
Then then why would i come to you?

rashmi

Friday, September 17, 2010

MARRING MAIMED MEMORIES

Marring Maimed Memories......

Stinking Silence Stinging
Digging muffled murmurs
Marring Maimed Memories.......


Bestial Barbarous Breathing 
Gauging Murderous Moments
Marring Maimed Memories.......

 Torturous Thoughts Tormenting
Crucifying Sweating Seconds 
Marring Maimed Memories......


rashmi.




Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Life-A Second Chance!

SECOND CHANCE

It knocked at my door
Silently
I tiptoed to it
Hushingly

I smiled at it
Knowingly
It looked once again at me
Lovingly


It stretched its arms
Longingly
I gave it a second chance
Understandingly!

rashmi.





Monday, August 16, 2010

Disillusioned Ruthlessly.....

DISILLUSIONED RUTHLESSLY
This post is dedicated to those who are being continuously cheated on the paths of life-their plain,beautiful souls though tattered look forward to a beautiful life beckoning-tempting them once again to give it a second,maybe third or fourth chance! Do you agree?Should they?

Disillusioned Ruthlessly
Tattered Thoughts
Dripping Dreams
Beckoning Life.........

Disillusioned  Ruthlessly
Battered Body 
Stitching Senses 

Beckoning Life.......

Disillusioned Ruthlessly
Wasted Vision
Fastening Faith
Beckoning Life...............


rashmi.



Wednesday, August 11, 2010

SCRIBBLED FEELINGS-A DIARY ENTRY by Priya.

August 10,2010
11:05p.m
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Scribbled Feelings


 Whenever I read a line written by P.B.Shelly "I walk upon the thorns of life I bleed",I connect it to myself,thinking when I would be able to segregate myself from the thorns and sleep on a bed which may be not of flowers but least made of coir.......

I have tried badly, to  take out the thorns and throw them away from my life forever but somehow they seem to sprout on my life and body again ,piercing and cutting it to pieces, giving lacerating pain which knows no bound-a pain which can only be felt by a person who suffers it.........

I know,there is a story in everyone's life but leading a  blind life,doomed in catacombs,with not even a ray of hope makes my heart numb because I can see the thorns spreading its fangs towards my daughter.........
http://rrashmi211.blogspot.com/2009/08/oceans-of-loneliness-standing-near.html 

My very small daughter who loves me and can not see tears in  my eyes,is now battling the fangs and fighting the venomous spikes of these for my and her survival.........

God give her courage and strength to overcome the vicious ways of life and be a winner as Shelly has again quoted,"If winter comes can spring be far behind!". 

Priya.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Love Is Magical-Feel It!

Remembrance

It brings memories
intoxicating nights....
perfumed with rajnigandha
and jasmine  blossoming in our hearts....
rashmi.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

In The Oblivion.......

Rage Ravenous Riding
Wishes Wistful Withering
Silent Soul Sinking
Surreptitiously In The Oblivion......

Heavens Hallucinating Heaving
Waves Wonderous Weeping
Fuming Feelings Fading
Surreptitiously In The Oblivion........

 Body Blemished Blistering
Maimed Mind Merging
Lamed Love Languishing
Surreptitiously In The Oblivion..................

rashmi

Thursday, July 15, 2010

My Senses Wander.

My senses wander
Meandering the  lakes
Brimming dreams..........


My senses wander
Loitering the cresses
Overflowing  flowers............

My senses wander
Reaching the  moonshine
Satiating passion.............

Yes my senses do wander
Dreaming the tales
Quenching emotions...... 

rashmi. 

Monday, July 5, 2010

Never ,Nor Ever For You.............

Don't wait for time
For it will wait 
Never ,nor ever
For you...........

Walk alone
For they will walk
Never ,nor ever
With you.......
Don't  weep your wounds
For they will heal
Never ,nor ever
For you........


Sleep on thorns
For bed of roses was
Never ,nor ever
For you............. 

Don't try holding shadows

For they will hold back
Never ,nor ever
For you................... 

rashmi

Thursday, July 1, 2010

The Dream Is Mine

 The Dream Is Mine...

The Dream is mine
Let me paint it live....
Give my brushes back
Let the colors breathe........




See the ashen canvas
Weeping its fading fate......
Give my memories back
Let the paleness shine..........

The  dream is mine
Let me dabble the  rainbows.......
Give my  palette back
Let the  hues blush.......

rashmi. 



 

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Abondoning Liberty

This post is dedicated to those million women whose talent,personality and
individuality die an unknown and silent death.Tied in family ropes of duties
and social norms,fear of maligning family name,their dreams,hopes, aspirations-
everything is covered under a thick quilt of false "family pride" from where they 
are never able to come out-their crying soul is doomed forever............
 Feet Abraded 
Mind Swirling
Abandoning liberty.......

Heart Corroded
Soul Bleeding
Abandoning Liberty......

Eyes Misted
Thoughts Weeping
Abandoning Liberty ......

Vision Trampled
Dreams Crumbling
Abandoning Liberty....... 

rashmi. 



Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Things Change



Below is not a poem but only a piece of "feeling"by me 
coming straight from my heart....

Things Change...Yes things do change......
But life moves on...it has to move....
We just sit and watch helpless...
All efforts ushered ,yet useless...
Things change...men change...
People change....We all are helpless..
Helpless....tied and caught in a web....
Being helpless...Yet life moves on..
it has to move....
Puppets we are..nothing else...
dancing to tunes of life...
being helpless....
Things change...men change...people change

Here is the lyrics of " Things Change"by Tim McGraw
They wouldn't let him play the opry
With whiskey on his breath
And it didn't take'em long
To figure out what they missed
He went down that lost highway
Underneath the purple sky
A legend disappeared before his time
Things Change

Now some say it's too country
Some say it's a little rock n roll
But it's just good music you can feel it in your soul
It doesn't really matter
It's always been the same
Life goes on
Things Change

[Bridge:]
Don't you know they change
Oh, things change
As long as this world is turning
Things are gonna change
Gonna keep on changing

Gonna change



rashmi.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

A Teacher

This is brief feeling to what an actual teacher ought to be.AND WHAT HE/SHE
SHOULD NOT BE.
These days this prestigious profession has been commercialized.
Here I have tried to show "the unique rapport" which should be
there between a student and his mentor.

Respect and Reverence
dripping
Looking up in awe
She smiled at him

Affection and adoration
showering
looking back at her
He laughed at her

Vibration tingled
Their language mingled
She held his hand
Forwarding Faith to Farthest

Confidence and Conviction
invoking
They walked together slowly
Paving paths of prosperity.....

rashmi.

Sunday, May 23, 2010

When Someone Laughs......


A Short Note
This video shows the INTERNAL TURMOIL of a person..... 
She might be in great distress but the world always treats her as "Eye Candy"

"Kitne hee yugon se
Sagar kee lehron ko sahtee
Tat kee pashaan banee main"......

The above lines in hindi says "from ages she is waiting for happiness to come to her...She is like that rock near the ocean which though abraded is braving its strong waves but still is unperturbed and undaunted......Courageously She is Facing Life...........
rashmi.





Wednesday, May 12, 2010

MAGICAL MOMENTS

MAGICAL MOMENTS

Moments magical
Exotically bewitching
Fervent feelings
Forever impassioned

Sensuous seconds
Arduously yearning
Blazing passion
Rapturously obsessive

Timeless tenderness
Wistfully pining
Gushing ecstasy
Amorously nostalgic
rashmi.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Oceans Of Loneliness-2-Rescue From Ravage-Domestic Violence Saga....

Before reading this post  READERS ARE REQUESTED to go through  its connecting link " Oceans Of Loneliness-Part 1":http://rrashmi211.blogspot.com/2009/08/oceans-of-loneliness-standing-near.html

The post is totally fictitious.  The  characters and incidents bear no relevance OR resemblance with anyone dead or alive.



 
 There were all sorts of people with strange, unique faces,obnoxious attire,grotesque attitude and definitely a fine example of " the world coming together as far as language was concerned"! It seemed people from all over the world had  come to the place to pay homage to the Gods or was it sheer curiosity to visit "the land of snakes and sadhus-who knows?"

The entire area, stretching in almost about thousand acres and leading to thick yellow bushes was engulfed in a thick smoke  of "havan"."dhoop","diyas", "incense sticks" blanketing even the "thoughts" of men and women present- it seemed as they were all fretting and running in the race to attain "salvation" or "mukti" from their "papakarma"!

Tangled hair,faces smothered with orange "sindoor", bhabhoot  frightened Priya-she at once wanted to run back and hide in....yes but hide where? The umpteenth reddened eyes staring  forced to pull her saree tightly around her body only to accentuate her curves-a kind of uneasiness was biting her but she had to do it but why had she to do it? For whom is she doing it? The same person who  has been continually butchering her body and soul? ufff! her mind seemed to blast ! But now there was no way out-she was enveloped by different kinds of faces from all sides leaving no exit-yes the same way as her life.... where she has no option but to move ahead with it, in its flow watching the movement of its waves and waiting for the final storm!


The chanting of "mantras" and "temple bells" were heightening with the sun getting higher and higher in the sky! Sweating profusely,tongue withered till the roots, Priya badly wanted to sit somewhere but there wasn't an inch of space left-in fact she wasn't moving to the place of sacred "Havan"-she was pushed ahead automatically by  the streams of "humans" in a frantic bid ,torturing themselves in the scorching heat to wash away their sins!"

"Shit", she muttered to herself and somehow wasn't guilty of the abusive thought at the sacred place for the torture she was undergoing-sacred place -indeed the sacred place-where all had come to  snatch "punya" from Gods! And few others had come to SEE THE "TAMASHA OF INDIA", capturing in their lenses  sights which would leave their friends back home gaping, an entertainment deadly enough to frighten their wits out!!


 Bodies abrading,pushing,pulling,fainting,shouting-"Oh My God"! "Why  the hell at  first place did she come here?" Her daughter was distraught when she had heard her mom's plans! In fact she tried to reason it out with  her "It wasn't love-then what was it for which she had come here? She was a highly educated and by this time quite an experienced woman one too but then why this?" But before  her tides of thoughts could find a shore, she was pushed again by the swarms of people trying to reach the destination to be a loved one of the Deity! "Stupid People"! "Ignorant and Superstitious"! she too was doing the same thing-wasn't she?" BUT SHE WAS FORCED-THE SOCIETY FORCED HER but she can not blame the society alone for it-she too was responsible-SHE, YES SHE ,despite being a capable woman,why did she let herself to be drifted by the "rules made for a pious woman !" Well it takes real strength both mental and physical to come out of the DOOM-THE ARENA OF PIETY ETCHED BY THE MEN AND THE HYPOCRITE SOCIETY!

Another push and she was inside the small dingy temple amidst the sprawling jungle-so much sweat,so much noise,sadhus chanting "mantras" for their "yajmanas" like personal customers! Milk mixed "gangajal " with different kinds of fruits were painting the entire place. Flickering flames of "diyas" were the only source of visibility. Everyone was busy to please Gods and to satisfy their wrath on this auspicious "muhurat"!! "How can people be so naive? If sins can be washed this way,what is the need of law?" 

The more she thought,the more her head ached! Suddenly a pair of arms snatched her puja basket  and commanded,"One thousand and one rupees"!She quietly took out the quoted money from her tiny purse hidden in her blouse.She could sense the Pundit's eyes and voice mellowing after seeing the money and was thinking if he had quoted less as there was no bargaining done for lessening the sins!"If a more detailed puja is desired then please take out another fifteen hundred",he quoted again!Demurely, she adhered to this order of his too , as she did not want any trouble!

Priya's patience had by then begin to ebb and was turning into restlessness! She tried to conciliate with LIFE but she can now by this time ,clearly perceive,  failure zooming towards her.Her prayers were answered,she did not have to do any effort to come out of the place. Another timed wave,and she was  out of the sacred zone.... leave aside the temple!To be true.she was automatically,pushed or  literally thrown out!

As she entered the thatched small hut made for the devotees,her mind swirled due to the activities of the entire day-the HOLY DIP of the next morning was still left,"shit", she muttered to herself once again.But whom is she cursing, she had chosen this path on her own. Now she will have to bear the "brunt"! And she is bearing- isn't it otherwise, why would she let herself to be driven by the "herdsmen" of this society...to pray and take dips in the holy water for a person who had always abused,tortured,thrashed her like grains separating her soul from her body just as rice is separated from chaff! THE ONLY THING SHE COULD NOT UNDERSTAND WAS HOW HER PRAYERS ARE GOING TO WASH AWAY "HIS" SINS? How his body can be free from the boils and bleeding blisters growing all over  like mushrooms no less than leprosy!She remembers the nights when he used to abuse and tell her that one day she would suffer for her deeds-but which deeds-she didn't know,neither did he! It was only his another way of emotional abuse! BUT NOW SHE WAS "ARDHANGINI",his better half to share his pain and sins but what about the blows she suffered and languished in lacerating pain,nights after nights...sometimes the nights were so long that it seemed she would never see a "sunshine" in her life-life which had become a dark dungeon for her......

"Ardhangini", "huh",she cursed again and wiped the "sindoor" spread across her forehead,a sign of a pious married woman.At  this age too, she was quite attractive-people still looked at her with admiration! Looking herself in the small mirror she changed into a short sleeveless top and a sarong.Her hands reached out to her "glam bag" to search the "sleeping pills" which she intended to take after the holy dip but instead her fingers tinkled with the bottle of an "English Wine", gifted by one of her ex-students who was recently back from London and had come to see her off at the station! Priya had in fact felt little awkward but she very reassuringly and lovingly said,"Keep it Ma'am. It is a very small gift for what you have done for us!" She could not refuse-children when grow up speak like elders and now Priya thought her student was correct!" She took out the wine bottle stared it but again pushed it back in her purse. She opted to stay awake and wait for the dawn.....the dawn when she would take the holy dip......the dawn when no longer she would be a puppet in anyone's hand neither time or humans.She would drill a path for herself on her own....a path on which though she would walk alone.... be at least peaceful.....away from deceit and deception........serene......tranquil.....!!!AND SURELY SHE NEEDED THE TRUE GODS!

rashmi.


Thursday, April 22, 2010

Love Is Eternal !


Entwining the winds
Singing with birds
Nesting in hearts
Love Is Eternal

Dancing on waves
Twinkling with stars
Living the ages
Love is eternal

Intoxicating the nights

With love scented hearts
Brewing passion
Love Is Eternal

Sacrificing not Plundering
Bestowing and showering
Dew sequined petals
Love Is Eternal











rashmi.

Sunday, April 4, 2010

A Blossom's Story


A blossom blooms
Burgeoning untold truth
Yet unrevealed 
To The Revelers

Every petal unraveling
Discreetly a story untold
Questioning its destiny
To The Revelers

Clad in  a velvety wrap
Intoxicating its beholder
Fearing its" inevitable doom", unknown
To The Revelers


Enemies unknown
Gnawing its heart surreptitiously
Yet fighting fate to be a bliss
To The Revelers........................
rashmi.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

THIS SILENT SOUL


Languishing, perishing,perpetuating
on avowed path
This silent soul

Surreptitiously bearing brunt   
" misdeeds "of time
This silent soul

Scathing ,lacerating,piercing
its humble heart
This silent soul.....

Agreeing, covenanting,compromising
to a "bond unknown"
This silent soul.......

rashmi.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Salvation........




Lurking slyly
Putrid deadly droplets
Seething..........

Enveloping Soul and Mind
Gliding obliviously to oblivion
Sinking.....

Wounded Feet
Traversing vicious thorny paths
Bleeding.....

Scaling rugged peaks
Scattering fiery sweaty beads
Propitiating...
rashmi

Sunday, February 7, 2010

So Come My Love!




Let us dance on the stars
treading softly the milky way...
See the moon longing
for years to witness the rainbow
of our feelings.....
So come my love.....

Let us be flowers of a night
skimming softly the heaving waves...
See the wild wind whispering
silently the saga
of our timeless breathing...
So come my love.....

Let us meet under the tree
living through ages...
See the birds on its branches perching
humming the story
of our heartbeats racing
So come my love....

Let us be clouds of a thunderous night
panting with passion unknown...
See the angels waiting
for the songs of raindrops
tinted with our cravings....
So come my love....
rashmi.
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