Nineteenth December,2010
As I reach out to catch you,why do you always deceive me life.?..Not once but so many a times! I don't even have time to complain-actually you don't give me time..you have tied me down to such responsibilities that,I can't even weep at my miseries and pain! My mom passed away but you did not allow me to attend her funeral as you thought ,I was lucky enough to see her pale, tranquilized dead body,out of the chains of painful bondage! You thought,this was a big gift to me as you had once made me to attend my father's funeral but had stopped me from having the last look as my train got delayed by hours and hours...... You thought I was lucky enough to fly down to see my mom's cold ,serene lifeless body, longing my last looks... So attending the funeral was useless...thankfully the Plane was not delayed and I was lucky enough to afford the ticket(but ironically with a return ticket of the same day)!!
So many times affection too beckoned me but just to tantalize me..no sooner did I think it to be a drop of holy water, it turned out to be putrid deadly droplets............
Can you explain me life,why do you always play games with me?Don't I too deserve a pearl from the million shiny beads in your ocean of happiness!
Now when I have feathers to fly, I don't have a Destination! Now when I have cut the chains, I don't have the shoulders, where I can run rest my throbbing head! Can't you for a while turn the clock back and give my Destination along with my Feathers! I wish you could do so but I know you can't!GO LIFE GO-I FORGIVE YOU! I AM MORE MAGNANIMOUS THAN YOU! BE HAPPY TO BE A MISER AND STINGY!
Image Source: http://photos.ibibo.com/photo/3911679/manns-lost-love-world
GO! BUT THOUGH I MIGHT FORGIVE YOUR GIFTED WOUNDS I WILL NEVER FORGET THE SCARS!
TO FEEL THE TRUTH OF THIS DIARY ENTRY,MUST READ:
http://rrashmi211.blogspot.com/2009/08/oceans-of-loneliness-standing-near.html
GO! BUT THOUGH I MIGHT FORGIVE YOUR GIFTED WOUNDS I WILL NEVER FORGET THE SCARS!
TO FEEL THE TRUTH OF THIS DIARY ENTRY,MUST READ:
http://rrashmi211.blogspot.com/2009/08/oceans-of-loneliness-standing-near.html
READ ANOTHER DIARY ENTRIES:
http://rrashmi211.blogspot.com/2010/08/scribbled-feelings-diary-entry.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Diary_of_Anne_Frank
http://rrashmi211.blogspot.com/2010/08/scribbled-feelings-diary-entry.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Diary_of_Anne_Frank
rashmi.
Listen to the song below which has worked as a "HEALING TOUCH" for me!
Listen to the song below which has worked as a "HEALING TOUCH" for me!
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